Once again reminded of the type of "Christian" I do NOT want to be like!

So this morning when I signed on-line there was a bulliton posted by one of my freinds to add one of their friends.....a "Christian"....Jesus Lover of sorts. Well I like to make new friends, and I already knew of at least one thing in common....so I clicked to add this person!! Well.....I received this message in return... "I wanted you to know that I value any friend, though because of the nature of my space, I use for networking, I am careful of the contents on other's pages, I mean this by no means to be a judgment, though some images on your page felt a bit dark. I say this because I have come from similar darkness, and as an artist, in the past have even drawn in similar ways as some images on your page."

Yes......They mean "this by no means to be a judgement"......But what do they think it is???

Do they think that life is ALWAYS bright and cheery? Do they think that all bits of darkness is coming straight from the pits of hell!!! Well even then....Wouldnt they want to help shine light in my life....show me the light of the Lord. Or is it that they only want 100% perfect people, free of sin and free of hardship. Do they really want to make everyone think that is the only type of person that they can be "friends" with??

What ever happened to sharing the word with those who do not know it.....what ever happened to bringing those that are lost closer to god....whatever happened in showing your fellow man, the amazing love of jesus chirst?

So get this....this same person has this on their page.....


Really? ARE YOU SERIOUS??? How do you think you are acting like Jesus? Do you think Jesus would refuse to be my friend because I had "dark" pictures on myspace page??? I think not.....Jesus is proud to be friends with people of all kinds... He is not scared away from a challenge... it does not matter to him if his friends, or followers do not approve of a friendship that he has... Let just point out Mary Magdalene......Just about everybody knows the storys.....And everybody knows that she was not sinnless....But yet Jesus was close to her....He loved her, and showed her the way....It didnt matter how many people was against it, he remained her friend. So tell me again.....how are you being like jesus?

I am extremely upset by this....But I am not trying to say that this person is bad in anyway....BUT!!! It does make me realize how I do not want to be like.

I have met many people in my life that the second they hear that I am a Christian...they get ready to run! And why do they act like this?....well because that have been JUDGED so many different times....from people that didnt know them, they just knew one small part of their life...and these people were supposedly "Christians", and these people would basically throw stones at them...telling them that they were sinners, and unloved by god.....and because of WHATEVER they were doing they were going straight to HELL! People like that makes me sick!!! I dont care who you are.......or how much you TRY to act like god.....YOU ARE NOT GOD! and you are a sinner just like the rest of us!!! WHO do you think you are to judge people!!

If you want to be more like God...try to work a LITTLE harder on showing people his never ending, uncondional, always forgiving LOVE!


And to those who have been hurt by the people who say they are Christians, but all they do is Hate on you...... I from the bottom of my heart am sorry.....and please know....Not all Christians are like that!! and I will ALWAYS try to be there for you, if you need me!!